time to kick it into MAXIMUM OGRELOAD

i’m really worried about my dad

because one of my brothers died a couple days ago and i think this whole thing hit him harder than anyone else and he’s falling apart right now 

the only reason i’m here is because he’s here and if anyone needs to be with him right now it’s me

i mean during the drive to my abuela’s house i was falling asleep and the whole time he was playing with my hair and kissing my forehead and squeezing my hands and stuff

he never shows me that much affection in such a short period of time 

i honestly think he’s worried that i’ll go next and he was holding me and and stuff just to reassure himself that i was there because he knows that the brother’s twin isn’t going to make it

i just really hope he’ll be okay i don’t want this to ruin him completely 

Posted 3 months ago
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Tagged: i'm really scared seriously, under the cut because not everyone gives a shit, .
  1. lettylikesart said: *hugs* That is really a lot for someone to go through. I don’t know what else to say ;__;
  2. staraya-russa said: *hugs*
  3. british-kitten reblogged this from himapapaftw and added:
    you’re all okey
  4. agent257 said: -hugs-
  5. xxmoonowlxx said: *hugs* oh my goodness your family has my deepest sympathy right now, that is so incredibly hard to go through. Your dad just needs to cope. Let him know you’re there and okay. if you need to vent anymore my ask is open.
  6. ratsister said: *hugs you* I’m only sorry I can’t make that a real life hug. Thats awful. I don’t know what to say, because nothing is enough, but I hope things get better, and I can tell you care about your dad - I’m sure he’ll see that. <3
  7. gracelessturnabout said: Oh, oh God, honey bee. I hope you will all be okay. For now, here’s an internet hug. -HUG-
  8. pockytardis said: omg that’s awful ;-; i hope your dad’s okay…… i hope YOU’RE okay
  9. hussies-prostate said: omg i’m sorry to hear that darling ;n;
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